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Friday, June 29th, 2007
10:09 am
[indigo_the_cat]
It's been awhile.
It certainly has been... but hearts have been coming to me from all directions as of recently.

It's hard to decide what to do.  People claiming to like me, people I like, new people, old people...

I am even finding old jealousies taking hold once again.  Envying how someone feels about another person, envying how someone is with someone else...

You might say I need some Summer Love.  I feel really lonely.
Tuesday, April 24th, 2007
8:04 pm
[pookawolfunk]
From Indigo's last posting:
"Lost Friends

Just recently I started checking online friends and how things were going.  I was gone a week (and longer due to lack of interest of internet activity, so about 2 and a half weeks) at my grandmothers.

As it turns out, some people who I've felt close to have disappeared or left me in dark.  Just a week before moving out to college, too.

I hope I haven't lost them.  Do you have any experiences of losing important friends in your life?"


Well that's just a refresher from the last posting, but I feel a similar thing - and have before.
My two closest friends at home go to school together and have always said that I was their best friends - I'm 90 miles away now in my 2nd year of school and I barely talk to them. They give me the story of being too tired from work and school, but they are able to comment on friend's postings and send comments on sites like deviant art to others.

I should move away from them emotionally, but I feel that I can't as they were really my only friends when I came out to most people at home.. I am tired of feeling hurt and annoyed, but I just can't get rid of the idea that they'll change.

What to do...

Current Mood: rushed
Tuesday, January 9th, 2007
5:02 pm
[indigo_the_cat]
Lost Friends

Just recently I started checking online friends and how things were going.  I was gone a week (and longer due to lack of interest of internet activity, so about 2 and a half weeks) at my grandmothers.

As it turns out, some people who I've felt close to have disappeared or left me in dark.  Just a week before moving out to college, too.

I hope I haven't lost them.  Do you have any experiences of losing important friends in your life?



Current Mood: distressed
8:56 pm
[trollingtroll]
GREETINGS DUCKLINGS...

My personal conundrum is that though filled to the brim with cheer and honest convictions for the betterment of my fellow man I sometimes wonder am I doing all that is possible?

What about you?

Any advice?

Sunday, December 24th, 2006
5:04 pm
[indigo_the_cat]
Christmastime Drama

Let's face it.  We've all gone through it.  Holiday drama.

What are some of your stories?  Did things turn out all right, or all wrong?

I'll share one of mine.  Just today, thanks to my lack of initiative in the morning and slow get ready time, I ended up missing church and had to go after the service was over to rehearse for stuff tonight.  Also, my name was in the bulletin to help with ushering, so it was a bit of an embarrassment.

The service that actually matters happens tonight though, so I should be ok.

Has anyone else had some churchy issues?

 



Current Mood: embarrassed
Friday, December 22nd, 2006
9:06 pm
[indigo_the_cat]
The Opening
Find Solace within these walls...

"88 Lost Hearts" - by Danforth J. Taylor, December 22nd, 2006

The horizon shows double infinity
The fateful design and divinity
Dark horrific shadows frighten me
Dark instinctive needs haunt me

The cry of the soul searching in the dark
These are the echoes of a lost heart
The mind won’t answer the brain can’t save you
These are the tools of Satan’s spell so cruel

Current Mood: accomplished
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